why butcher the english language when it took civilisation eons to develop? i see blogs with zzz added to the end of everyword, words seriously mis-spelled, the T's are replaced with D's.  A simple sentence like "I want to eat" becomes "me onezz to eeatzz". Do this to every sentence, and its torture having to plough through the whole paragraph. Not forgetting the alternate caps and non-caps. pure irritating. Its one thing if you get the grammer wrong, or if your sentence is in werid structure, its a totally different issue when the language is disrespected.  sigh.

i realised how little i been blogging when zee commented, eh i thought you just had a haircut. well, just an update i had been pretty caught up with stuff recently ,time jus flew past me. i need to meet up with more friends. i need more activities. now, all the free time i have, i sleep. very bad. i need to get people to go blading, do some sports with me. i hardly get sunshine now.i should stop before this turns to a complain blog.

how often should one get a hair cut? saw my last post and it has been more than a month. the hairdresser chided me when she found out that my last haircut was 3 months ago. hey, why the need to keep on trimming hair unless it gets really messy. haircuts need both time and money. not to mention, i hate people messing ard with my head.the curls on my hair are finally growing out, i like my super natural straight hair.

yeah, i went to scale and polish my teeth, replaced my filling and had a haircut. would have plucked my eyebrowns too if i could. my face looks so naked when they pull back all my hair. feels good to get hair cut. lighter, nicer and more managable.

i hate the smell of hair shampoo, perfumes, smells that are not mine. i hate having forced to smell them while standing over people's head in the bus. i imagine molecules of smell raising into the air, into my nose, killing dendrites as i sniff or rather breathe. i hate smelling school boys dirty perspiration. they should better ventilate the buses. i also need to cut my hair.

ever wonder how u seem to meet some people all the time, and i seriously mean ALL the time, its as if they planted a chip on you. some people you do not meet all the time, even if you attempt or arrange to meet each other. sometimes, thank goodness for that. i guess its murphy's way of keeping things in order.i think my eyelids are failing me these days. i'm hardly tired but my eyes feel drained, actuallly not the eye but the lids itself. weird. cannot seem to read lying down anymore more, the brain fluids all seem to slush to one side, either that or the brain is getting emptier so every single movement becomes magnified. i think i need a new blog layout. utterly bored with this one.

i had to blog this. i simply canot stand it when pple fawn over their gf/bfs all over their blogs..ooh..i dedicate this to you..u r the loving force to my everything...u can go lick my ass. oh come on. get a life. its even worse than the show of public affection. its simply gross. yes, i love dang but i do not repeat it every single line, every single blog. i see blogs with love msgs splattered all over, its like the aftermath of the iraq way. oh help. *pukes*

ever thought your mum was irriating?esp when she nags nags nags and i repeat nags. and she rattles on grumbling on how ill-fortunate she is to get you as a child, and then adds or takes away 2 years to your age when she reprimands you. keeps my fingers tightly crossed that i will not be like that. i think i'm quite a good catch as a child. put me up for aution and i bet i'll fetch one of the highest price. then again, i prefer to consider myself priceless. time for me to go examine my vochurs carefully to see what i'm egilble for, any one wants to go california or amouri with me? i somehow seem to have vochurs but am not sure if they r transferable.

vesak day. otherwise yet another sleep all day day. went to swim and i swear there was a million and two people at the pool today. its absoulutely disgusting. i vehemently maintain i need my own pool. i think i am swimming faster now but its impossible to tell when i keep having to break my momentum to avoid kicking the other million and one bodies. i want to go shopping but shopping is expensive. it takes the kick out of shopping when you have to careful not to overspend. cannot wait to get to japan.

don'r cry out loud!!! diana's performance was fantastic despite the fact that she went off key midway. Her last week's rendition of this song was wonderful. The tune has been stuck in my head for the longest time. I watched Friends - The one before the last one. so sad. I'm upset friends is finally ending. Friends is the life that we all yearn but never, prob will never live. 10 yrs of friends. I grew up on Friends. Waiting for the finale to finish downloading before I get all mellow and sobby again.

its almost mid year. scary. it seemed just yesterday we danced at nye, met friends at ecp and went to bed. now, we have less than half the no. of p.hols to go. i still wanna go europe. who wants to go with me? and not many guys will shave the letter C on his head for you

sat night n i'm blogging. ggrr. i think i'm losing it. sometimes i miss dang. sometimes i sick of dang. i love the time i spend with him. absoutely love it. he;s the best. but i really really detest all the other times waiting for him to be free. gosh. i sound like some girl i despise. anyway, quarelled with the lifeguard today. shes a bitch. complained to her sup and i expect to see her dealt with. swimming's still the best.muacks

troy was actully not bad and bratt pitt looked amazing although he is 40. sometimes its just not fair. i got bored in the middle of it. but then again i'm always bored in the middle of almost all shows. kill bill 2 was mellow but more plot. Queentin taratino is good, he modelled pai mei off the berkelin guy - its that old chinese guy in the adverisment that holds the bottle of dunno what medicine. its quite power..which reminds me..i got to find out what rock salt does to your body exactly.

yeah, yet another week, i got exactly a month to study tokyo's maps and confusing train lines before i get kidnapped there. had it when everything is in egoistic japanese. its like they are the only ones using the language and yet the whole world wants to learn it. at least chinese, malay, english, french are used in more than one country. so irritating. finally going to watch kill bill tom.

just bought a spa package for mothers' day. spas are terribly expensive. prob have to eat bread and buy nothing for the rest of the month, and its not even mid month. argk. anyway these occasions are way to commercialise. i'm home at midnight on sat, so sad. have a bottle of vodka and aramula in my room though. haha.

waiting for the krisflyer guy to update my miles now, its taking forever....so here i am typing. and damn it, he jus told me i will not earn miles cos the company was cheapskate. they put me on a cheap discounted flight. wtf. anyway the krisflyer guy talks too much. stood like half a day today and now my feet hurts, have 3 days worth of newspaper to plough through. midweek soon.

yeah, i'm finally back from bkk,so tired. i slept only like what 3/4 hrs a day. could have slept till next morning if not for stuff gnawing at the back of me brain. seriously, the air in bkk is bad, the air in the hotel is so dry, i think my brain shrunk. argk. think my next trip will prob be to japan, i hope i will not be too bored then. its lonely to be in the hotel room alone.

i'm going bkk..yet again...i hate packing, had to pack my whole cupboard jus to find clothes to put into my suitcase. It turns out i packed like 1 towel, 1 pjs, 2 shirts and only 1 pair of longs for 4 day trip. fwah, i figure i will jus go buy if its not enough. 4 days in bkk argk, 2 1/2 days is enough. whatever.

today i was told that i could buy books and claim for them, the books must be self-help though and i should be "helped" at the end of it. whatever. i read a few other blogs today, good good- keeps my wanning interest in blogging alive. kill bill 2 is out yeah, but dang has lots of rainy days moving stocked up. the gold/green on my toenails which were painted 3 weeks ago is still in very good shape, but i am getting so sick of the colour. want to paint it like orange next. blah.

i'm bored.bored bored bored so bored.have a nasty feeling its going to be a long week.so bored so bored so bored so bored.help.