Officially 2009

As usual, I always feel kinda sad that its a new year.
Its like u slug it out through the past yr and there is only this short period of enjoyment before it all resets again.
Its like in the new year, there is no excuse for you to make merry, u have to work.

Usually I am quite busy at the start of the year because of work events. Now, I am just feeling nervous cos I do not know what to expect at all. My last job I couldnt be bothered. Now I am actually nervous.

I remembered entering 2008 with the mindset that the first few months were going to pass really fast. It was event after event, flying off throughout the region, I still remember that I planned to fly off then cny, so it would be 2 weeks gone and Jan would be over before I knew it.

Now I am half looking forward to cny, cos at least there is something to look forward too, but then after cny it is going to be a drought and I hate droughts, because everything becomes so routine!

2009. Lets see what the yr will bring.